Why's it over?

I went to the annual nerd con this weekend.

It's where I first met J.D. way back in 2006. I was sitting on the floor of some party when I decided to grab him by his shirt collar and kiss the fuck out of him. He sweet talked me back to his room and there we fucked with abandon. My legs resting on his shoulders and my eyes fixed on his every thrust. It was the 3rd time I had ever had sex but it was the first time that sex had ever felt so good. I left his room with bra and panties in hand. I only knew his first name.

A year passed and nerd con came again. I went in the hopes of running into him but didn't bet my money on it. The first night I hit up the party we met in and as I walked through the door there he was. I could not remember what he looked like all year long but the moment I saw him I knew. Let's just say we ended up repeating 2006 despite my vow of "Not being so easy this year"....

I'd have to say that this year was one of the best though. Being there with him as a couple and getting to enjoy both of our sets of friends made for a great weekend. And oh the sex...

More on that in a bit.

I took my girl pills today

I am freezing tonight. I want to steal all his warmz.

It's funny how fast frustration can turn to horniness, and then back to frustration. I don't really want to have sex right now. I just want to be entangled, safe, and warm.

Make out whore indeed

I'm sitting here looking at a picture I took this morning. J.D. is properly macking the crap out of me and wearing his sunglasses. He looks SO manly and I'm obviously swooning into his kiss.

Unfortunately he was kissing me goodbye :(

It's a nice visual to accompany the feel of the previous night spent together. The feel of his tongue rasping against mine.The sensual roughness of it had my mind in the gutter. Oh, the places it could go!

I feel so satisfied right now. Even though he's gone I can still feel every one of his kisses. Makes me want to whisper sweet nothings into his ear.

"You want to cum in this pussy?"

Close

I've tried to sleep but I can't. I should have called you. Your voice would have felt nice between my legs.

Monday <3

Craziness

I'm so fucking horny. I hate my boyfriends work schedule and this stupid distance.

I want him here enjoying a beer with me. I long to feel him pawing at my body. There's nothing like his fingers sliding back and forth over my wet pussy. Sometimes I get so crazy over the thought of him sucking on my clit. Just licking my pussy all over. I don't have the confidence for that right now though. In my head I know he'd do it. Oral is like the last frontier.

If I had a car (or a license for that matter) I would hop in it right now and drive. Spend my night with his cock in my mouth. God, I want fucked within an inch of my life.

Summer is here and I'm still waiting there

Sex usually brings up a dirty picture in most peoples minds. Right now it seems to be the cleanest thing on mine. Everything around me is filthy, relationships with friends are suffocating, and I'm losing track of myself. When I think back to my preview of what's to come I get so upset.

Laying in our warm bad wrapped up in his huge comforter. The air conditioner made everything so crisp. The house had that new paint smell. I think back on it and get flashes of tumbles around the bed, our lips pressed together.

Being at home makes me feel like a fuck up.

I want to go home to our home.

In the meantime I keep smiling over my favorite memory. I swear it's the only thing keeping me ok with the here and now.

I bought a cute nautical type thong. The first thong I've worn around him. He hiked up my skirt to look at it. I was standing there, backside to his eyes for devouring, and shivered at the feel of his hand running circles over each cheek. The hottest thing of all was seeing my skirt bunched up in his fist.

That sure was a good weekend.

45 Minutes

We had had a bajillion margaritas and decided to watch Anchorman since he hadn't seen it. Throughout I punctuated lulls in the movie with soft teasing blow jobs and some excellent making out. He kept mixing me drinks and I was filled to the brim with liquid courage. The moment the movie ended he was pants-less and smirking. Without thinking I had ended up on my knees in front of him.

I sat back and stared at the man, illuminated by the blue tv screen, and liked what I saw. His long shapely legs spread wide and inviting. I ran my fingers up from his ankle and felt his legs and their delicious fuzziness. Tracing my fingers all the way up until they were encircling his cock. I wagged it in front of my face and rubbed it across my lips. I love how soft the skin of it is.

I swiveled my head and licked down his shaft to his balls. I pulled each one individually into my mouth and sucked them gently, rolling them with my tongue. I lifted them up and sucked under them. The liquid courage coming into play as I started to drag my tongue from the head of his cock, down his balls, and past them. I felt him tense up and kept at it, all the while looking him in the eye. It was probably obvious to him how hot it was making me. I love the idea of loving every part of someone. Trying out all the buttons we've been given to push.

Luckily, I have been blessed with a guy who lets me try things. Filling my mouth hungrily with him, running my tongue over places I've always wanted to go, and looking up at him completely fucking on fire. He let go and I spent an eternity between his legs.

This is one of my first fantasies to come true and I am over the moon. While it took some drinks to finally make it come true I look forward to it's addition in the everyday.

Engorged? THAT'S the word!!

It's been a month and now finally there I was slowly rolling the condom down his cock, with my mouth. I love how he's always impressed by that. Once I accomplished that task I popped back up and straddled his lap. I was giddy (and dripping wet) with the thought of his cock filling me up. A month is faaaaaaaar too long to make me wait.

I lowered myself unto him and about passed out from how heavenly it was. For some reason my pussy was ultra sensitive last night. Either that or he's never been that deep before. I sit on his lap, not moving, the feeling inside is almost painful. I start fucking him but realize that it's not going to work. Figuring the position was the problem I decided to bend over my bed and have him fuck me from behind. Turns out that wasn't a very good idea.

It felt good, god knows it did, but something was just wrong.



Maybe it was all the crazed self love I'd indulged in this past . <-- It's just too pretty not to use.

Anyways, he has me by the shoulders and is fucking me better than I've ever been fucked. Still my pussy is like "Stop!!" and (un)luckily he slows down and tells me he's close to cumming.

"Oh god, just go ahead and cum baby!"

It was an interesting night....

Just random sentences

So horny tonight. Keep flashing back to random bits and pieces.

Being so worked up when he left the room that I had to get off. I was lost in the moment and didn't realize he had seen me.

Watching him jerk his dick as I approached the bed. His cock looking so delicious in his hand.

Gripping his collar and riding him for dear life. Watching his face screw up at how intense everything was feeling. Me cumming on his dick all the while.

Rubbing the tight bulge of his cock through his jeans. The jeans that show off his too cute for a boy ass.

"I'm teaching you something different. You like having your pussy played with don't you?" That alone has made me cum everyday I have been away from him. That he took my little role play and ran with it. I'm his for forever.

Having him practically wrist deep in my pussy, I'm about to cum, and his mom knocks on his front door. He bounds up, washes his hands, and greets his mother. I'm in the bedroom completely lost as to how I go about pulling up my pants. Funny.

Smacking him while on top. Snapping my fingers and ordering him into different positions. It was fun to be dominant.

He is far away tonight though. Come August he won't be and that is all I need to remember.

Sometimes I don't know about me

I am so fucking horny right now. My boyfriends gorgeous thick dick is my desktop. I can't stop staring at it and my mouth keeps watering. I just want to suck on all that delicious pink flesh. Feel all of that cum flooding my mouth....