I finally have a new bullet and can stop fucking in just doggy! Praise the lord!! I have the hardest time cumming without vibratory aide. Ever since my last shitty Doc Johnson thingy died I've had to rely on the ears of my enormous rabbit vibrator/dildo. My poor boyfriends balls.

I can't wait until my current uterus induced abstinence is over and I can climb back on the saddle. It's been far too long! Oh the delicious depth of cock in pussy.

Thank you Babeland. If this thing doesn't break in 3 weeks like all of it's predecessors then you have a lifelong friend!

When I get that feeling

Man did I just have some good sex!

Laying in bed with a warm from the shower boyfriend while he massaged my neck was good stuff. He would nestle his face in my hair and I can't begin to describe how turned on I was. His nose nudging and the closeness of his body made my pussy ache in a foreign way.

Slow is starting to look like the trick to my getting off. We of course got to sexing what with that needy ache of mine and all. When I felt his cock pull all the way out and then slide back in I could hear the R&B jam in my head.

A+ for good sex!

Now we play Oblivion and wait for pizza. Today is most excellent.

From the living room: "Previously, on Oblivion..."

Silly

I bought the hottest thigh highs today. It's amazing the power of sexiness that the bestow.

BEHOLD






















Too bad I found this out an hour after my boyfriend went to bed. I'm tempted to strike up the old xtube and reach a hand inside my panties. What else is there to do at 6 in the morning?

I haven't early morning masturbated in so long. The last time I did, my former roommate was sleep walking, and thought my room was the bathroom. GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT.

Put away your elven sword and come to bed?

I hate being a girl sometimes. I want to get laid tonight. Totally and thoroughly. Unfortunately I worked late, had to find a plug for my tacky tree topper, and then demanded Steak n Shake milkshakes. Sadly I hadn't thought to shower before all of this. If I had I could just rip off my clothes and demand some sex to go with my milkshake. Instead, I have to shower and shave and blow dry. My boyfriend on the other hand gets to lounge about in a bean bag playing video games. So not cool. I do these things for myself though so I shouldn't complain. If I went into it all work skanky I know for a fact that I wouldn't enjoy it at all.

Now the hour is upon us though and I am smelling fine and wearing a sweet new bra.

I've got nothing to give you, you see, except everything

Falling behind in my posting every day. Which is funny because I have stuff to write about.

Commencing..

The boyfriend came to bed the other night after checking out what I'd written here recently. I was still feeling crap so I was indulging in a little Animal Crossing in bed. He crawled in beside me and greeted me with a nipple tweak.

"I just read your journal"

Hee. As I pointed my Wiimote to and fro he slipped his hands down my pants. I must say that pulling all of the towns weeds was way more enjoyable while someone played with my pussy. We actually stayed in such a state for awhile. Him languidly circling my clit while I moaned and dug up fossils. Kind of the best situation on Earth.

However, my pussy demanded that I, "Put the damn video game down tard!" and so I turned it off and turned to my boyfriend. I scooched up close to him, his hand still in my pants, and reached down to see how hard he was. Finding him in boxers my hands searched below their elastic band and made contact wrapping around his warm flesh. We layed there, breathing our hot sick breath into each others necks, as our hands caressed the others sex. Overcome by the feel of his cock in my hand I couldn't resist slipping down and using my lips for something other than making out. His skin was warm and soft in my mouth. I longed to finish him off but sex was seriously a must.

So stopping for a hot second, he slid on a condom, and I climbed on top. I grabbed a vibrator and held it against my clit as I leaned in close to him and rode his cock slow. I rarely ever go slow but I could already tell that I would be cumming in minutes. I wanted to take my time and enjoy the length and fullness of him. It all felt very vivid. The slow fucking turned into a slow burning. His cock thrust up one last time and hit just right. We came together, moaning into each others mouths. The kiss that should have been there, abandoned. I could feel the thump thump of his heartbeat and the emptying of his cock inside of me.

Leaning against him to catch my breath, libido finally hushed for the moment, I was totally satisfied.

2 Tablespoons

I can't believe the libido I've got going on right now. I am in the throws of total sickness but still my little lady chugs along. I was in the midst of getting it on with myself when the boyfriend got home from work. We masturbate in front of each other but not in the sense of "Oh hi! Please have a seat. Why not check your fantasy football stats while I get off." So I waited until he got in the shower ;p

It wasn't a very satisfying orgasm though.

I did end up attacking the boyfriend last night though. There was something so very hot about my hand, sans lube, wrapped around his cock. After he came we both fell asleep, knocked out cold from that tasty concoction called Nyquil.

Girl of holding

Sick and with my monthly friend, I still long to crawl out to my Oblivion playing boyfriend and wrap my hand around his cock. I think he would protest though. Rules of the road: Don't give him a handjob if he's on a quest.

Oh nerds....

If I weren't so tired I would get back in bed and vibrate away all of this sexual energy. Instead I think I'll just sleep. Hopefully there will be sexy dreams though. I actually had one last night but it was very strange. Too strange for even this blog.

As for the handjob, when he finishes his quest, I think I'll still give mine a try.

Drip drip drip

Taking a shower with the boyfriend is a fun thing indeed and it always leads to good sex. There's just something so hot about his cock sliding between my soapy thighs. Sigh.

Yesterday was especially fun. He got home from work while I was in the shower. I heard a knock on the bathroom door and immediatly set about getting him under the water with me. He eventually stripped down and got in with me. I let him get cleaned up from the grime that comes with being a cook. I helped things along, making sure his cock and balls were squeaky clean, and not overlooked. I then soaped myself up. I grabbed his cock and placed it between my thighs. Standing there with it just so I started to thrust back and forth, enjoying the look on his face.

Overcome, as usual, by the feel of him so close to me I wanted him even closer. I slipped the tip of his cock between the lips of my pussy and rubbed against it. Then I started to play with myself and him since the two most sensitive parts of our sex were so close. It all felt very erotic to me. Flicking my finger up over my clit and feeling the slick split on the head of his cock.

I almost came from the feel of it. That is not ordinary for me. Needless to say we soon took it back to the bedroom. After a brief vibrator search I was on all fours and cumming within minutes.

I totally adore fun times in the shower.

Avast!

I slip in and out of wanting to write. A belated FYI for you.

Things have been fun around these parts lately. I got off in a fantastic way last night after some very nice deep fingering. It feels so good when fingers reach far back and thump around inside my pussy. I felt like molten lava was flowing out of me, I was so turned on.

I really need a new vibrator though. I keep buying all types of things and they just clunk out on me. I know for a fact that I will never buy a Doc Johnson product again. The last 4 have all bit the dust within a week. *grr* Why can't a girl just find a little egg that does what it's supposed to? No one should have resort to her rabbit's little ears while getting fucked. Do you know how awkward that is?

"Sorry I just rammed you in the balls honey!"

There's something out there and I will one day find it. Hopefully soon because I've realized that it just doesn't work for me unless I've got a vibe on my clit.

It kind of embarrasses me in a way even though I know it shouldn't. A lot of things have been embarrassing me. Sometimes I feel too greedy and ask for things that I feel weird about afterwards. A lot of the times I get so frustrated, to the point of tears, when I don't get off. Sex has definitely gotten way more emotional for me than I thought it would. Unfortunantly they are usually bad emotions. Not so much in relation to my feelings for my boyfriend. Just feelings towards myself....

It's interesting stuff.

Speaking of that seahorse

I was giving it a test run, having just bought it a few hours before, and I was being helped along by JD. He was giving me some moral support if you will. Or rather I was giving him some.

I was on the bed while he stood beside it. He thrust his cock in and out of my mouth as I rocked my hips against the vibe. The whole situation was very hot. I love how, standing up, he can play with my breasts while he fucks his cock into my hungry mouth. Turning my head and feeling it hit against my cheek. Feeling all of his cum squirt against it. It tasted extra delicious and I just wanted to feel it over and over again.

He left me too it after that and as he played RockBand on his new PS3, I came hard thinking about that delicious taste in my mouth.

Alas, now that week is past and I'm back at my other place having no sex at all. I feel incredibly dirty today. I want to do all kinds of bad stuff. Why is it I'm like this when it's not possible to do anything about it?